MUSINGS

And as I surrender into my feminine, and she surrenders into life, I experience myself being ravished by reality. 

I'm here to be used.

This question is one of my ultimate hacks for shifting out of a drama spiral.

Conflict turns me on. Drama, on the other hand, turns me off like nothing else.

In fact, it's beyond okay.

Cause me the pain, unapologetically. And be with me in the pain. Let me feel you feeling me in the pain. Help me heal through the pain.

And you will thank me for it.

Surrender... is the flower blossoming.

I'm choosing to take my masks off and be exposed in my naked truth.

I offer myself as a canvas

All emotions, every pain, every challenge, every suffering, every hate...

I forget. Then I remember.

Die into life.

I’m going to tell you about the most defining moment of my life. My relationship to love, and to heartbreak, were utterly remade.

As the sun of my soul begins to shine through, I thank you for the cracking you've loved me through.

Emotions, life force energy, and erotic energy are all fundamentally one. 

I’m telling you upfront…

Which is exactly how you want me to be.

I consent to be fucked by humanity.

I don’t want your apologies, your explanations, or your justifications. Just feel me. I want to feel you feeling me. That's it.